I keep talking to the only part of you that's still inside of me
These paper eye's i cut out for you to help you pretend too see
You drowned in blood the memories of it all and hung it up high
Twisting vines like veins envelope me and wrap chokingly i cry
Let me disappear into the never let this end be joyful and free
Allow me to forget you're love to open my eye's and still not see

I'll try to forget the promise, the wish, the way
And the other dream, the other me, the other day

so called love...condemned to your memory.

As the walls become dark, they become blurred and unclean,
cannot walk on the floors no more shard ed glass is now seen.
scream into open air, "leave me alone...go away"...
wondering who and how in love she would stay.

unfounded scribbles under this page
formed by wishes controlled by rage
shielded memories forever daunting
forgetting nothing my heart left rotting.

i still see you in this heart of stone
locked away forever waiting for you alone
i close my eye's and try to forget it all
and stop living in hell thinking she will call.